Sobrang guilty lang ako kasi 1 yr nakong graduate pero may natulong bako? May nabigay na ba akong pera?
Puro kahihiyan at problema lang naman ata naabot ko e.
Onga naman. Asa bahay lang ako. So bat nagrereklamo ako kung may iutos na marami? Siya ba nagreklamo na 4 decades ng buhay niya sainyo niya binuhos!!! Kapal ng mukha ko grabe!
Mga magulang kumakayod pero mga anak lakas maka reklamo buti sana kung nag aaral mabuti. E gag0 bagsak2 sa boards. Ano?? tas tambay???
I always reminded myself that I should always put myself in their(someone’s) position before acting or commenting on it.
THEN it that moment. I forgot! I was just questioning her abilities… It was like I was doubting her (but mind you, its not her I dont trust or believe, ITS the people around her)
So there goes that saying.. I just ate my own freakin words.
Nagsimula lang kami sa simpleng tanungan ni mama tas nauwe sa sagutan.
Hindi ko napansin na tumataas na boses ko, I always knew na bastos bibig ko at may tendency na nasasagot ko LAHAT pati matatanda. Sa paningin siguro ng iba, nag aaway na kami ni mama pero sadyang ganto lang boses ko at naguusap lang talaga kami.
PERO… Baka ako lang pala nagiisip nun, baka all this time na o-offend ko na pala si mama.
I should ALWAYS remember this. First time akong binabaan ni mama ng phone, she told me we were selfish and it was true. Sarili lang namin iniisip namin, 60y/o na siya pero nagtratrabaho at nagpapakahirap padin siya para samin. Hindi siya nagrereklamo pero sobrang selfish ko na raw at bastos na nilabas niya lahat ng sama ng loob niya kanina. Graduate na kami at dapat nageenjoy nalang daw siya.
Ang masama pa dito gabi na kasi nangyare to, around 10:30pm.. Tas iniisip ko ba pano magsorry, ano gagawin ko. Hanggang sa 12 na. Puta, wala ako nakausap kasi tulog na si mama, WALANG NARESOLVE, mas LALONG HINDI KO NA ALAM ANO GAGAWIN. PINATULOG KO SI MAMA NA MASAMA LOOB AT GALIT SAKIN!
KELAN ba kasi ako matututo na pag nagsasalita matanda, INTAYIN mo matapos at wag mong sabayan! Ang gaga ko kasi. Hindi ko makontrol sarili ko. Bat bako lumaking bastos? Wala ba ako pinag aralan o clas? Nakakahiya ako pramis.
So DONT FORGET THIS! NA NATIIS MO NANAY MO! ayaw mo siya nasasaktan pero ikaw nanakit!! LEARN from this experience!
As I was cleaning, I saw this gift that I wasn’t able to give you…. It had a message and it goes like this
‘Ang nag iisang lalaking mahilig mag walkout pag nagdradrama. Ang taong sobrang mamimiss ko. Walang kalimutan a? Salamat sa lahat ng tawang binigay mo. Sobrang napasaya mo ko. Kitakits! Enjoy lagi’
Our ugly petnames were 'Walkout’ & 'Sorry’ since he would walk out of the fight then i’ll say sorry then he’ll look back and smile again.
I never thought that the relationship was toxic. He was the joker of the room, we were bestfriends, I was really happy but he got spoiled. He knew that what he did was wrong but he also knows that he’ll get away with it, he’ll just promise that he wont do it again.. And you know the process..
YOU left. You keep leaving when things aren’t good. Thats what you’re good at… But this time, I won’t call you back. I don’t need you in my life when I’m not even that important to yours.